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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Friday, 26 February, 2010, Friday, February 26, 2010
260210

today, i have lot of hmwk to be done!!! projects too

we have to submit the Chemystery proposal by MONDAY, 3PM!!!
i-Mop presentation for PI on MONDAY GP TUTORIAL
PW-2009 qns ANALYSIS on Preliminary ideas presentation on MONDAY ( but i don't have PW tutorial but lecture)
MATHs-tutorial 2 by TMR, tutorial 3 AP and GP by MONDAY
currently learning about sequence and series
but mATHS IS FUN!!!
my math teacher is Miss Goh a caring teacher which got the president teacher's award before
but i still miss MR GOH'S lesson at evgss
BIO-Carbohydrate tutorial by WED, do practicial
today we had bio quiz and i wrote the wrond date... i put 26feb09
then he say " are you re-taking O lvl this yr??"
hahas.......
all date were correct except for today's bio quiz lor...
the essay is 10 marks but i only wrote a little less than 1 page
it's on structure and function of rER and Mitochondria
the MCQ is not nice

CHEM- no chem today hahas
i am the CHEMISTRY REP again... hahas
but if no one volunteer to be the chem rep next yr i have to be two yrs lor
there better be someone that volunteer!!!>.<

ECONS!!!!
i ahev to read the notes 3 times to master the content
and i have to do tutorial 2 on PPC
+ i have to read the new set of notes from pg 1-8
haizzz
so many things to be done in such a short period of time!!!

STRESSED AND TIRED

RENNIE and I have been selected by the teachers for the NANYANG RESEARCH PROGRAMME
but i some how don't feel like going anymore
i want to go PRE-U seminar as a participant..hahas
and YOG AS A CLASS
NRP will drag until next yr very long.. but in the first place i wanted to lah
but actually, the prof
will select based on the description we wrote
but i seem to be repeating what i wrote so....
lower chance
but it doesn't matter

taking piano exam this yr so i have to practice hard
and choir maybe going SYF next yr
choir will be doing a musical and need practice
very thing is SO PACKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tired can't stand it anymore...

byebye=]

Tuesday, 2 February, 2010, Tuesday, February 02, 2010
020210

lessons started proper today
the 3 day orientation is quite fun
the first day was kind of bored as i had no friends in the group- RASTABAN
but the second and third day is GREAT!!!

FIRST DAY-280109
we had talk from 8+ to 11+
a total of 4 hours, sitting in the hall
listening to the talk non-stop
until the science HOD told us to stand up to do some stretching exercise
we did MASS DANCE
the song was FIRE BURNING
at first i felt uncomfortable with the dance
but after that i felt that it's kind of nice and fun
we went home at 4.30pm
i walked to CWP with kt
and she accompanied me to ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE
to buy shoes
i had CHOSEN the SUBJECT COMBINATION
H2 MATHEMATICS, CHEMISTRY, BIOLOGY and H1 ECONOMICS

SECOND DAY
we played games, like ice breakers....
so we get to know each other
i had lunch together with the group
i made friends during the orientation- SAMANTHA, FENNY, WEI LOKE.....
i was in the YELLOW house--NAMED RASALAS
the names are names of STARS
like SAGITTARIUS, TAURUS, AQUILA
during the house time, we were split into group, scenes
the group that i'm in, had to dance PUSSY CAT DOLLS--BUTTONS
lol..............
but it's fun
we still had some talks for like CCA....
there will be a cca fair tmr
it's a nice day indeed
after everything ends
i went home with rennie and keting

THIRD DAY
i reached early
i bought the Math lecture notes for RENNIE and a set of PE ATTIRE
coz she got sore eyes and went home
we had house time in the morning and practiced the dance for the finale
the guys got SEXY steps
after that, we had MASS GAMES
there's a few obstacles
i was a little wet...
Kristel squeeze the sponge that is soaked in water
at the last station, i didn't manage to aim the water bomb properly
so i got the penalty...
water was poured over me, but just my back
but just a cup
Denise got water poured down from her head
lol....... she was wet for quite some time
and her shorts to... just wet
the HGLs.......hahaha
we took the water bombs left and threw at them
they took the pail of water and pour at Zi Xiang
he was totally soaked...
Kristal was not very wet, so the other HGLs made her wet
we are kind of drier than them
and, also dried by the scorching sun
after we got changed, we had our lunch
and we had house time
BUTTONS!!! DANCE!!!!!!!!!
the finale was FUN
everyone did their best for the dance, even the guys
Gan Beng was also dancing
but i couldn't see as he stood behind
no really behind lah... it's nearer to the teachers and Taurus
RASALAS got third for the Finale
but overall.........................
FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with 2133 points--if i'm not wrong
i'm lovin it!!!
after that we had mass dance
we dance "fire burning" for a few times
can't rmb some of the steps ler
but it's still fun
then we danced other songs
it's like we're in club
they off the lights and danced our way through in the hall
we're so HIGH!!!!!!!!
I checked the SUBJ COMBI
and my dad drove me home from school coz it's already 7.30pm

TODAY!!!!!!
Lessons STARTED!!!!
today--GP, MATH, CHEM, BIO, CIVICS
i sat beside RENNIE for chem, bio and civics
i only went to LT1 and LT4 for today's lesson
we used the GC
and used one period dealing with the GC
1. clearing APPS
2. TRANSFERRING some things from the silver one to the normal one
the breaks we had were long
feeling free in school
hahas
rennie and i signed up for the GP PRONUNCIATION course
then we went home
having lessons tomorrow

byebye[=

Sunday, 24 January, 2010, Sunday, January 24, 2010
230110

looking at the children and people walking towards me,
i felt that i did something meaningful
i felt that i have helped the disabled
although is tiring, and may be like a suffering for that 6 hours
but for the disabled, it's for their life
some people avoided us, like we were aliens
but some walked to us happily, placing the coins or notes into the tins

in the past, i don't like to speak to strangers
but this gave me the opportunity to learn this skill and help people at the same time
i have the courage to ask people if they want to donate money
any many did
there were some which were very friendly
and some donated a few times, to different tins

we also donated some money
seeing people doing the job seems easy
doing it myself 让我感触良多
我体会到了很多
看到了人性好和不好的一面
看到了许多在学校所体会不到的
也学习到了很多在学校所学不到的

some people donated money because i asked if they want to donate
but at least, they had a heart for people
and did donated
maybe it's only $0.10
it can be a small amount
but small amounts together, made it a bigger amount
this amount may be insignificant for some
but is important to others

RONNIE: thanks for finding this flag day news on the newspaper

XIAOLIN: thanks for informing me about it
if not i might not have a chance to experience this until i'm very old

maybe i will not do it again next time but maybe i will still do it next time
the muscle ache will be remembered

A NICE AND UNFORGETTABLE EXPERIENCE!!!

THANK YOU GUYS!!!

Love,
Stella


, Sunday, January 24, 2010
240110

yesterday,
Huiyoke, Xiaolin, Ronnie, Yiyong, Cindy, Rennie, Hsiang Yi, me
went for the donation drive to help the ' Friends of the disabled society' to raised money
we reach amk at abt 9.15am, to collect the tins
then, we took the MRT to Toa Payoh
we walked around the area,
to ask if ppl want to donate money to help the disabled
many did
all the stickers that we had were distributed out within the six hours there
each person had 150 stickers
after we took our lunch, we went back to amk to return to tins
then we went home
ronnie, yy went to collect the new gl tee
it's a tiring day
and i had aching arms
muscles strains
i can't sleep for that whole night,
some more, i got to wake up at 6 the new day( which was today)
in the afternoon,
my mum, sis and i went to shopped a while at Rivervale mall after we had our breakfast there
then, we took bus 161 back to cwp
the bus driver is very friendly
when everyone is going out,
she said, " bye bye" to every single one
she can be nominated to be the " Friendliest bus driver"
i bought a dress at metro,
so that i have something to wear to my cousin's wedding next sat
it's a black dress but i like it
the chiffon dress that i try is also nice but the black one seems better
like younger?
hahas
we went to Gelare
and i paid for the expenses there
coz i did promised them to treat them coz i had gotten the Edusave Scholarship Award and the amount they gave this time is much more that previous years
we spent like over $28 at Gelare

i don't feel like doing anything after reaching home
super tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today i want to have a nice sleep
although i can't compensate for the sleeping hours that i lost yesterday
but at least i should have a nice sleep lor....

i did thought of changing my piano lesson to another day due to the aching arms
but today, i can play piano
it's much better than yesterday ler
i think i won't change
so...........
most likely, i won't be able to watch tooth fairy with gl
and maybe i got to teach Cindy Chemistry
continue to teach
i taught her electrolysis on fri
so got to teach ammonia and macromolecules the next time

wed--27jan
we will know the posting results!!!!!!
but i confirm get into innova de lah
coz my first choice mah
then on 28jan-we had to report to the new school at 7.30am
it's early like normal school hours
but it's a start of a new year ler...
got to WORK HARD
HARDER AND SUPER HARD
good luck to everyone and jiayou for whatever in the future
hope everyone nvr lose touch((esp--gl))

byebye[=

Friday, 15 January, 2010, Friday, January 15, 2010
1501o9

it has been long since i last updated the blog
judgement day
it can be a great day too
yea... maybe just that i did well
the best results that i've gotten in EVGSS
yea.....
L1R5:10
L1R4:8

English : B3- I did improve
i got C5 for prelim
i couldn't find Mr Edward
i wanted to THANK him!!!
he did help me a lot for English
he told me " have confidence in yourself and believe that you can do well"
i could still rmb, when i step out of the hall after english and went to the canteen
he told me " A1...A1..."
that was encouraging but i nvr thought i would get that for Os
but at least a B3... that was what i hope... and I DID IT!!!!

Combined Humanities : A2
i didn't expect that coz i didn't finish the ss paper
but that was quite good
i got A1 for prelim
but that was just by chance that i did well for ss-provided that i finish the paper
i was quite happy
i didn't always do well for combined humanities because of ss
sometimes i do well, sometimes i don't
i hate not doing well for ss coz teacher will say...............

Mathematics : A1
that was what i want
if i didn't get A1, i will feel sad....
coz i let down myself and Mr Goh
Maths was the subj that have to be 1!
although the paper was kind of more difficult than Add. Math

Additional Mathematics : A1
I was so afraid that i couldn't get A1
as i lose 5 marks because i had a qns that i don't know how to do
and i still had a few careless mistakes here and there
i was glad that i could get an A1
I really thank MR GOH so much
he made Maths lesson interesting, fun and engaging
i love his Maths lessons
the class was like 24/7 noisy but we always worked extra hard for maths
so that we will not lose to resp
but it's like a friendly match
hahax
i did sms him to thank him.....
FAVOURITE TEACHER!!!!

Physics: B3
what i expected and what i am at least happy for
the paper was difficult and i really don't know how to do
many ppl got B3 if i'm not wrong

Chemistry : A2
A2 is quite good but A1 is better
but this time they have like half of P2 on Fuel!!!
A for chem is what i wanted
of course A1 is what i hope for
but A2 is what i can have then it's good
i have to work harder and get A for A levels then
i really thank Mrs Chew
she is really a great Chemistry Teacher
her lesson is sun and funny sometimes...
her favourite quote " this is TERRIBLE"
hahas
that day i saw her at innova open hse
she says " I heard you did well", "how many As do you get"
" i got 6 As"
" congratulations, how did you do for chem"
"A2"
she was happy and said good
coz my results sometime B3 sometimes A2
she said at least 6As was what she expected from me... hahas

Biology : A1
I was super happy
i worked so hard for it and i love the result
when i went to sign on the name list,
Miss Chong said " all the other school paper works"
and i just smiled....
i was happy!!! i only got B3 for prelim and sometimes i nvr do well then she will like ask why i nvr do well and i just..... keep my mouth shut... and nvr said anything
but at least this time i did well
but the paper was not that difficult but i need to study more
coz some qns i don't really know how to do
i was just lucky that i could get A1
At night, i did sms her to thank her....
then i saw her at the innova jc open hse
i did wave and say hello but nvr talked to her
i thought of asking her about the jcs but i asked Mr Henry instead coz he's more familiar with schools

Chinese : A2
i nvr retake so no changes in the grade
even if i retake i don't think there will be any changes in the grade unless i did super well for the paper
hahaxx

OVERALL,
I'm happy with the results
and I'll work harder and do BETTER in 'A' LEVELS!!!!
i hope i could take H3 BIOLOGY [Proteomics]
but Miss Chong said that jc bio is not easy and H3 is......
if i got a chance, i will take the challenge

THANK YOU SO MUCH TEACHERS AND FRIENDS
without my friends i won't do well
coz they taught me and we learn together
this process is more memorable and unforgettable
the fun time we had is ending soon
hope that everyone will do well in their studies, no matter where they were and excel in everything they do
maybe we would be teachers one day and teach in the same sch or may we be colleagues working in the same field
but there's on thing i'm sure of
we will always be

FRIENDS !!!

without those teachers, learning will become a difficulty
thank you for guiding us well in our studies
maybe one day when we start working, we might work together...hahahs
I LOVE YOU TEACHERS
especially MRS ARLEEN TAN, MR GOH, MISS CHONG, MRS CHEW
Mrs Tan taught me Perseverance
i'm glad that i did not quit SYF
i did well for piano, and exam and gamelan too
although not very good but expected
but these lesson made me stronger than who i am
adaptable to change in life, overcoming challenges and stress
i really learn a lot in EVERGREEN
these lessons will always be remembered

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!

byebye[=

Thursday, 7 January, 2010, Thursday, January 07, 2010
070110

so fast it's a year ler....
judgement day is coming!!!!!!!!
110110
have to report back to school at 2 pm to get results
whenever i thought of this, i heartbeat increases
i felt nervous!!!!!!!!
i really hope i could do well
even better than my prelim results
but there's so many smart ppl out there,
taking O level too....
their english is way better than mine
they do well for all subjects including physics
only ppl in the first few classes in schools take biology....
how am i going to fight with them for that A1 or A2???
=s
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


yesterday, i looked through the JAE booklet
and i felt that the school i wanted to go is not as good
the programmes they had for the students of previous years are limited
better schools are further away
this will increase the travelling time need
but neighbourhood schools are not always bad
i was in a neighbourhood secondary school and i feel good there

I"M SO CONFUSED!!!!

tomorrow, i'm going to poly open house with my friends
i just wanted to take a look
even i got no choice then i would have to choose a course that i like
then if i couldn't make it to Uni in Singapore, i'll have to go overseas
my dad was like wanting me to go Australia to study
coz he have friends there
he like Australia....
i can't survive on my own
i will die
i don't know how to cook, wash clothes, iron clothes, tidy the place... and a lot more
i will die overseas, if i'm alone!!
T.T

but i shouldn't think about that now...
i should think about

THE RESULTS!!!!
it's extremely SCARY!!!!
i really don't know how pl can live past these times
i wonder if i have to mood to work at nafa on sat and sun
on sat, mum will have to accompany my sis to the cca orientation at wrss
and i will be at the cashier.....XP
no mood....
hope everything will be good
i hope that i would have tears of joy
jump with everyone coz we're happy
加油吧!!
在11月的时候,这一切已成定局了

the only thing we could do is

THINK POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebye[=

Wednesday, 30 December, 2009, Wednesday, December 30, 2009
3012o9

Yesterday,
went to bugis with HUIYOKE, CINDY, RENNIE, YING LING and ZIYU
to celebrate YingLing's 16th Birthday
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ying Ling!!!
it was fun
we waited at the woodlands MRT station for yl and cindy
coz they meet up and come to Singapore together
we waited for about half and hour and they finally reached
then, we took the MRT to bugis
Cindy complained that she was hungry and then we went for lunch first,
at Fu Lu Shou complex, Yogi House
it's an organic, vegetarian restaurant
everyone had order their set and i really son't know what to eat,
so i order the brown rice set
ziyu, hy, and yl order sushi
i tried one
it was quite....
all vegetables but quite nice actually
then my brown rice set arrived
i don't know how to eat the vegetables, it was raw........
like eating salad
but the salad i ate at home was totally different
but i still had to eat, coz i order that
i did eat but some of those dishes, hy and rennie helped me to finish

then, we went to the Kwan In Temple to pray
after thatwe walked to the This Fashion beside Iluma
Cindy bought a dress and we bought nothing there
we decided to go to Chinatown to shop that the This Fashion there
but before that,
we went to bugis street to find the shop that sells belt
coz cindy wants to buy one to match her dress
after that Yl treated us to some food
coz we were a little hungry
i ate a cup of sweet corn
then we went to bugis junction
it was too late for us to go to chinatown
so we decided not to go instead
we totally forgot that we want to take neoprints until that point of time
so we went to the neoprint shop
after that they wanted to go to the this fashion near bugis street
ziyu bought something but other...nothing
it was about 6pm,
yl had to go back to malaysia to cut her birthday cake and cindy too had to go home,
so they went home
for me,
i met mum, at OG
coz she went to cut her hair near OG
after that, we went to the this fashion near Iluma and i bought a skirt
after that we ate something at bugis junction
i at you tiao...
it's nice!!!!
then we took that MRT home
when we reach home, it's already 9...
then we had our dinner...
haha
It was really an enjoyable day!!!!!
__________________________________________________________________

Today, i went to my mum's office
we helped her to pack the clips for NAFA sales
as well as to remove the labels for the Kneadable eraser
then i watched Gu Ling Jing Tan B episode 20.....
i love the show....watched until 22 ler
but going for dinner soon...
so i had to stop that this interesting point
haizzzzz
have to watch it tomorrow
and there's piano lessons tmr...
i watch some videos of grade 6 Piano pieces
i like the Jazz Exercise
most probably, i will choose that for exam
and other pieces... see what my teacher says...
i like easier pieces coz i need a lot of time practicing
hope that i will do better than the previous time.......
gtg soon....

oh ya... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebye[=